Mess In A Dress

Hi. My name is Maggie and I’m an alcoholic.  I was sober for a few weeks and in that time I realized how dependent I am on beer and marijuana. I smoke and drink almost everyday and it’s becoming an issue. I have no motivation and all I wanna do is hide away after work… Continue reading Mess In A Dress

Who I Am

I’m the girl you’ve been thinking about The one thing you can’t live without Yeah, I’m the girl you’ve been waiting for I’ll have you down on your knees I’ll have you begging for more You probably thought I wouldn’t get this far You thought I’d end up in the back of a car You… Continue reading Who I Am

Meeting The Family

This was the first Father’s Day without my dad, but the first time I got to meet my future husband’s family.  It was like slipping into a new pair of jeans that fit just right. I felt like I was part of the family. I fit in so well. I felt like I belonged.  Of… Continue reading Meeting The Family

NASCAR

My dad was a huge fan of Nascar. I remember as a kid the house would be booming with the sounds of engines roaring and my dad rooting for his favorite driver: Dale Earnhardt, the number three race car. I remember my dad getting so excited everytime Dale would win a race. He was my… Continue reading NASCAR

Father’s Day

I’m sitting on my front porch this morning before work drinking coffee out of my dad’s Nascar mug with a fresh bowl packed thinking of him. We would do this all the time when he was still around. I remember as a kid I discovered my dad smoked pot and it made me feel weird… Continue reading Father’s Day

Doesn’t Concern Me

On my way to work this morning I realized something that I hadn’t thought of before. As I sat and began to stew in my negative thoughts, something said to me: “This doesn’t concern you”.  I felt confused but then I really thought about it and asked myself if my negative thoughts served me? Did… Continue reading Doesn’t Concern Me

It’s Okay

Oh dang  Oh my  Now I can’t hide Said I knew myself  But I guess I lied It’s okay  If you’re lost  We’re all a little lost And it’s alright  When I heard this song that went viral all over the internet I felt so inspired and grateful and fucking terrified.  Because I am lost… Continue reading It’s Okay

Sing

When I was a little girl I used to sing my heart out and wouldn’t care who was around to hear it. I love singing songs that are about love and romance. I’m a hopeless romantic and I have no shame in that. When I was a kid I would sing in hopes that my… Continue reading Sing

Break The Rules

You gotta break the rules. Be kind to yourself. Be the kind of friend you need when you’re feeling your lowest. Do that for yourself.  You have to look at the little person inside you – the purest part of who you are – and nurture it. Let them come out and play. Let them… Continue reading Break The Rules